杆: stick, pole, lever, classifier for long objects such as guns...
恶意: malice, evil intention...
心慌: to be flustered, (dialect) irregular heart-beat...
日语: Japanese language...
道理: reason, argument, sense, principle, basis, justification...
过日子: to live one's life, to pass one's days, to get along...
双方: bilateral, both sides, both parties involved...
形态: shape, form, pattern, morphology...
生物: organism, living creature, life form, biological...
祝愿: to wish...